Sunday, October 15, 2006

I am so sick of dating!

I am so sick of talking about this; I won’t bother making this post look pretty. I don’t like to tell people whenever I have a date anymore. I’m so sick of having to put my friends through indulging my hopes and building me up and cheering my naïve excitement until the idea fails. Again.

You know how we all had big dreams for life growing up? How we all thought we will make it big in life and be something different? And how, as far as love goes, we all thought we will live the ideal love story? How we're all waiting for a Mr. Darcey in Brad Pitt's body? 'Sleepless in Seattle' was out and I thought he might be anywhere, just waiting for me. 'You’ve got mail' followed and we all went online. Any Hugh Grant movie makes us think he has to be in England. Then sex and the city… Oh well...

This one is too quiet. This one is too noisy. This one is not assertive enough and the other too cocky. This one is freaked out by me. The other not freaked out enough. We live in different cities. We live in different worlds. We're too different. We're too similar. We're not only different but also have different interests. Oh Fuck it.

And you know how we tell ourselves only when we stop looking we’re going to find him? The ladybugs in 'Under the Tuscan Sun' and all this crap. And every time we decide to stop looking but we still do, deep down.
Well, I am not looking anymore. I am done with dating. This is official, after all it’s in writing.

17 comments:

laila said...

hahaha
i give you 12 hours

FZ said...

now this is honesty! :)

Mirvat said...

more like vulgarity! not writing just venting :)

Maya@NYC said...

mahdoumeh ktir!!
with time and with personal success, your expectations just keep on increasing. and it's ok.
waiting for the perfect match? you should. because you're worth it!

Kodder said...

oh why bother with that mirvat, you analyse too much.

just ask one question: Is the sex good?

hashem said...

M
it's a package that comes all together....part of it is that it may go ugly...either we take it all, or don't bother....?
For the sweet times in the beginning and the potential it will succeed, Iwill always go for it....shu?
Good luck!

hillz said...

M,
just forget about the whole issue, and it will be ok sooner than u think ;)

Mar said...

:) Done, yeah...We wont hold this post against you mirv.. 3an jad :)

I relate to every thing you wrote.

Eve said...

bass mr. darcey is worth the wait :p *sigh*
aw he's worth getting busy in other stuff while he slowly invades ur life ;)

ha ana za said...

i agree give up....it's all about....I don't know what it's all about but I'm sure you'll find out.

p said...

mahdoum hal post.

gitanes legeres said...

giving up, u?? no way!!!!

Fouad said...

born to be lonely...

Lirun said...

ok ok ill give it one more shot.. afterall we did have a great time.. sorry i neevr called..

Mirvat said...

maya, yes i guess waiting for something to fit :)

kodder, you're becoming too direct!

anulhish, eh eh.. luck is all you need!

hilal, already forgotten

mar, i know ..

eve, that's a very serious statement! i like it!

ha ana za that's the spirit

thanks p

gitanes, maybe like laila said.. it won't hold like every time i say it :)

fouad, maybe born to be alone but never lonely

lirun, see what you started! :)

arch.memory said...

This is a refreshing post; and no, I don't think it's vulgar.

Mirvat said...

thanks arch :)