Tuesday, May 19, 2009

From the heart .. to T.
Gosh, it has been so long but he enticed me to write again,
Something about him makes me stop in my track ...
The way he's atonal and all around on that planet of his. The way he pauses after making a point, looking so satisfied .. just by the mere fact he is living and trying and listening and helping .. The way he knows and notices that i always use two points in my suspension points and the fact he is the only one able to figure this reference out .. the way he says okhte .. his vast ability for understanding and his love for the water and the sun .. his ability to love and to contain me even when i do not contain myself .. the way he is protective in the most gentle effort and he is distant at the same time .. i have never .. and i will never .. feel enchanted and puzzled by a man .. the way i feel ..
Exquisite is this raw feeling .. this little adventure that had a "time table" and took on a life .. a force .. strange is this gentle energy that calms mine down to the point of starting to use the word energy ..
Not writing poetry yet but certainly writing ...

6 comments:

Zee said...

...this is not sentimental, this is fine writing. I am glad you picked up "the pen" again!
Greetings from across the oceans.
Be well, Lukas.

Mirvat El-Sibai said...

i miss you Lukas. How are you?

Lirun said...

:)))

Anonymous said...

Enchanted and Puzzeled is simply called..

:)enjoy this BREEZE

Mirvat El-Sibai said...

i will T.
miss you :)

joshua said...

I loved this post. This touching and beautiful. Keep writing!

This is Joshua from Israeli Uncensored News